Thursday, July 1, 2010

my love for you...

I just wan to tell you...
dun blame urself....
not ur false....
just ur heart haven forget and put down...
i know now u blame urself...
but pls...
dun do like this....
i will so pain....

Actually the 1st time u tgt with me....
i really so happy so happy....
and the 3 day we meet when we are couple...
i remember...
we do tat much of thing...
and i cry infront of u...
and i tell u because i scare u leave me...
remember??
and u tell me u wont leave me...
tat time...
i really tell myself...
believe u....
u also try to ask me believe u...
but i dunknow why the last will become like tat....

the friday...
is the last day u hold me...
u hug me...u kiss me....u talk sweet to me....
anything the last....
i really thought we will be together forever u know??
i remember how u treat me...
how u try to love me...
tat feeling is so true...
thanks...i get it...thanks....
i know u no heart wan cheat me de...
maybe u try ur best ady...
i wan tell u....
i no blame u...
really no...

everything happen in tat 1 week more....
i will remember...
i forever also will remember....
u are the most good d man in my heart already...
no another man will "dai ti" you...
i so serious this time....
u together with me tat time i also so can't believe ady....
tats why i scare...
scare u leave me....
but now.....its happen....
sorry...

I will wait u....
i really so serious this time...
i will tou tou love u...
tou tou wait u...
tou tou hear ur news...
this is my gor teach me de...
dun wan tell u....
this is the way to make the feel better to u...
and i know it clearly....

got ppl say me still small...
dunknow how to think...
and many many....
and i just wan to say...
no!!
pls...
i not small ady....
i big girl ady...
i know i doing what...
i know i thinking what...
i know i decide d thing....
and the last i know....
u are my love...
no 1 can take place....

we happen d everything...
i will appreciate it....
thank you....
and...i love you....

Actually after the friday and saturday...
i feel it you so weird...
and i know will happen something....
like now....
haixx~~~

i will remember u dui me do d everthing...
dui me say d everything....
i will wait u...
wait u.....
but i really scare i wait then at the last....
i will late...
or u no feeling to me...
or something bad...
but i dun care....
i just wan to tell the truth...
dun cheat myself....
i super really serious....
and i will at the back wish u...
help u jia you....
even u no find me....

I really hope tat you still treat me as a goodfriend...
find me for a sms pls...
i dunwan stop contact with you...
i dunwan you forget me...
i dunwan we like tat...
i need you.....
even just a friend sms....
i really hope it....
every moment also wait it....

i not will find u....
cause i know if i find u....
u maybe will not reply me or blame urself again...
i dunwan u cry..

i remember yesterday...
you call me...
u cry...and tell me sorry...
just tat few minutes...
my heart so pain...
really super hard feeling...
then u cut it....
u say me why me so sha...
tat massage....
i see i will cry...

i wan to say...
not sha.....
just because i love you....
nothing can zhu zhi me love you...
tat my feeling..
my heart...
i really hope we still have a chance at the last time....
i really hope it...i beg u god....help me...
in the live this time....

sorry....
i know u dun wish to see me cry itis...
but i can't do it...
me tears will drop it so much...
i can't control...
sorry....

if can....
tat time u tell me the truth....
maybe i will tell u...
nvm...
let me together with u...
together forget she...
but i knw i can't do what now...
just at the back wish u....
i not care...
i just wan to love u....

my love for u...
more then u know....
it can't control ady...
i hope tat no more lies for me...
everytime ppl trying to lie me...
i will so hurt....
i really hope tat my gor and you will truthly treat me....
no more lie....ok...
just you 2 boy enough....
plsss....i beg you god...
help me....
dun let me live in the lies....
i dunwan.....

gor....
thank you so much....
i wont forget you this gor....
u in my heart...
is the only 1 gor...
and the best...
like tat enuf....
just hope u dun lie me again...
even is the good lie...
don't do it....
i will hurt it....you know....

and gor....
thanks....
thanksss...
i know got many thanks also not enuf the thanks for u...
just thanks...
thanks you always beside me when i get hurt...
when i sad....
and thanks...
thanks you for pei me this time...
together with me du guo this challenge...
thanksss....
thanks u help me...thanks u pei me...

Ng Chung Hung....
this name will forever in my heart...
i never forget....
i will try my best to control my sadness...
dun worry me...
i love u...
i will wait u till the end....
wish u....♥

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