520♥

my star reach 520♥ ady le^^

happy happy~~

inside d song...

word...

all write finish...

left 2 love letter...xD

what la me==...haha

the bottle also full ady lo><...

aiyoyoyoyo~~

cham... xD

♥♥♥

star♥

Today went to macdonald with my gor^^

happy happy...

my star now reach 243 ady le=D♥

love love love=D

thanks for the accompany ya my gor~!!♥

beginning...♥

the beginning of the suprice=D
have been done...^^
and decide to make 520 star to he><
but scare not enough time><...
tmr nid go buy the star paper ady...
hmmm...


today go time square buy the star bottle and present paper also RM76.40 le><...
sam tong a......=O=
haha><..
but nevermind la...
maybe also last time ady....
haizzz....


i just use 2 day to finish it^^
but the 2nd day use it long time><...
almost 5 hour><...


here the beginning picture=)


1st day

the thing^^

the starting is cut the pic=D

i wan this pic>

the cut of love^^

2nd day

The start of 2nd day...

cut the colour paper...

decorate it><...

hahaha><..

zilian><

lol...

paste the happy birthday also nid 2 hour ++...

ready so hard le><...

1st time make><

zilian again xD

wow...

almost done ya=D

=Dnice??

finish~~~

see the backgrond><...

so turmoil><...

kaka~

after this then clean the room><

tireddd...

my hand all gummm....haha><

finish the suprice^^

after finish this then i write the happy birthday card...

then prepare some paper for his friend to give wishes...^^

leave or stay?

hmmmmmmmm~~
i dunknow what i'm thinking...
why my friend trying ask me to give up on ch....
i dunknow le...
haixxx...


recently also decide something ady...
haizz......
i so suffer...
can u help me??
haixxx~


i try my best to do it at all...
but...
why my friend keep say me no chance?
say he also break with u means he no love u la...
ask me find another :(
why she wan say like tat...


u know i not other girl...
i'm the girl who so zuan yi><...
haizz~
i'm not play girl...


i.........
thinking it hardly and hardly...
someone share carry with me??
alone really so suffer....
he never know how much i love he...
he never know i'm waiting for he...
he never love me...


until now...
i need wake up ady...
maybe he really not will love me ba...
u know i will so sad :(
haixxx~


if i wait he...
at last if i get d just a "tong qing"...
not love...
tat time i will more hurt....
if he love me...
he will come tell me or what d itis??
i really dunknow dunknow dunknow!!!
who can keng with me??
i not dare to keng this with ppl...:(


i should learn how to wish he...
love he not must get he..
i will wish he silently in my heart...
i can do just this...
there is no chance for me to get he...
he not even wan to contact with me...
maybe he aready forget me...
u know this a hurt....
i now not dare to wish what...
just wish tat u always happy...
wish u can "xing fu"...


i dunknow why i say this...
anyway...
i thinking....
and i will do 1 thing at some day...
i will not say...
no...
i dunknow what i talking la...
ignore me...


now i should have a brain rest...
today sunddenly awake at 5.00a.m = =
kacau><...
can't sleep back ady><...
why le???
miss he again....
haizzzz...............................

damn it...

raining now....
damn it...
hate hate hate~
: '(

a day like this♥

yesterday brought the suprice thing le^^
yeeepie~~


haixx....
yesterday go find my gor tat time see dao he le><...
lol...
so weird d feel><....
arh...
dunknow when this weird will finish...
lol....
haizzzz....


then print it the picture ady^^
haha...
happy...
done done done...
now thinking the style...
thinking for the suprice...
thinking for my exam....


wan prepare for my exam...
and also for he...
2 thing need to do....
haha....
><...
lol....


i miss u le NCH><....
but.....
dunwan say liao la><...
hmmm.....

lol><...haha...

try to make it fun><

Love this pic^^♥

unhappy♥

Today so unhappy leh....
haixxx....


my friend tell me NCH sms with she yesterday...
but say can't tell wor....
hmmm...
then nvm lo...
i also dunwan ask anymore....
but suddenly feel sour sour><...
lol.....
sad whole day....


haizzzzz.....
maybe he won't give me chance ady??
or what i also dunknow...
i what also dunknow!!!!
i so hate so angry myself...
i just wan to more understand he....
but i can't do it...
damn it.....
: (


anyway...
i hope he always stay happy....
maybe tat day is the most suffer day for me....
what day??
hmmm....
next time tell u><....
keep at heart make secret 1st><...
baby blog dunwan angry a...
><....


i hope god help me...
anyway...
after tat day...
maybe anything will change...
i dunknow...
well....
just shun qi zi ran lo...
make it easy...
simple de me simple de life =)
tats me....

♥♥♥♥♥

@_@
recently keep keep fit><...
lol...
but since no use lo!!!
keep ady then got delicious food><...
eat damn many><...


just now my aunt buy KFC...
i eat 3 piece!!!><
arhhh~~~
OMG...
my aunt say so many...
ask me eat much><
if not sayang lo><
wuwuwuwu~~


keep keep keep!!
hate fat><...
aw~~


hmmm....
recently keep wan study...
but no time><...
homework a lot...
if not jiu wan go out...
if not jiu wan exercise and dance~
if not jiu can't read into brain...
lol= =
what the....
damn><...


but nvm~
its ok..
study study><...
read read read><....
miss he miss he><...
thinking thinking><....
lol...
a lot thing to think de meh><...
lol lol lol><...
my brain so busy><....
shit><....


anyway...
gambateh felisya!

♥♥

what??=(

what??
what he doing....
he calling ppl darling...
Omg....
why why why....
oooooo my god....


i so so so jealous...
i jealous those who chat with he...
those who he find....
><...
why i can't =(


haixx....
now my all body so pain><...
just now exercise dao too over liao><...
body can't "chang zhu"
Aw~~><...


sad sad sad liao la...
ng chung hung!!!!!!!
what are u thinking!!!!><.....

should i jealous??

aiyoyoyo><...

i see he at facebook there know girl ooo...

hmmm....

itis tat is a kao lui action??><

my heart so sourrrrrr....

my godness...><

haizzz...

actually he is how de ppl??

i should know more about he leh...

but how to more understand he??

i dunknow....

><...

haixx...

sad wor~

should i jealous about this??

if no...

then why he......

lol....

i semakin blur ady....

zha dao =(

my heart semakin blurrr...

always saw he chat with other girl...

hear my friend say he send good9 leng lui to she..

aiyoyoyo...

this happen around me....

i wan die ady....

no no no no no no ...

he not like this d ppl rite...

maybe just like to kao lui =(

sad.......

i know i OMG ady...

dunwan say liao...

sad ady...

T.T~~

a topic♥

yesterday night miss he again...
hmmm....
nth much to say...
just miss><....


yesterday suddenly think dao before with my family de thingXD
haha...
i wan to say...
our Low family such a crazy family...
hahaha...
and is happy family and fun...
sampat de family><...
like my cousin all so much^^
our Low family really a good ppl and not care image at all...
enjoy play it....
act what we like everytime...
erm....means nature la...
no "act act"~
haha~
Low family are the best!!


but sometime also got unhappy de la...
but is their aldult de thing...
not our bisness><


hmmm....
and...
think dao friend de....


got some friend dunknow how say...
not they not good...
just i dun like their xing ge....
they always like to say ppl de....
like theirself are the best....
OMG la...


got 1...
she is my best friend...
but she always like to say ppl "follow she"...
what??
even tat time u are not follow she...
tat she also can say....
like say dao herself are the prefect?
how can like this...


she like to say ppl dun have own characteristic...
itis she no follow guo ppl??
what the meaning ooo....
haixx....


nah...
nth at all...
just she say ppl i diam diam only...
she also my best friend....
i can't say anything....
but i hate ppl say ppl follow she or what....
cause tat aren't a follow...


hmmm...
tats all a topic today...
hehehe~
bye!!♥

aiyoyo~

hmmm><...
today saw he...
what the feeling can say huh??
abit happy cause miss he...
then finally saw he...
pain and sour cause?
dunknow~
he also since abit dunwan see dao me huh...
nvm la~


hmmm.....
haix~
dunwan what to say ady...
today keng gai with my gor..
haha...
em...
okok de...


erm....
nth say ady la><...
hehe><...
recently keep do note...
study....
erm...
gambateh la...


good night~

lolx~

Just now at facebook see something...
its make me pain pain pain...
why why why~
why everytime i ok a while then come back tat feel again...
why~
haix~~~~~


see he chat with.........
i know tat his style...
like to kao lui><...
lol....
stop stop stop...
my brain will spoil if think more><....
haix...


nth to say so much...
just pain...
haixx...


recently start thinking wan to give he what suprice on his birthday...
somebody tat i love la...
hmmmm....
hard~
and i scare~
nvm...
i will plan tat birthday without me...
means tat birthday i just plan for he and his friend...
cause maybe he not wish to see me ba....


erm...
i think dao abit...
but its hard lar...
hu~~
still plan it=)
wish he happy enuf...
even without me...
i just wish to see he 1 time><


my brave my brave....
come out ba~~
gambateh!!!

每一天对你的爱~

everytime miss you...
i will see ur pic...
hmmm~


today at camp...
miss u also...
hmmm~
lol~


everyday love you...

I

L
O
V
E

Y
O
U
~

><...

每一天对你的爱~

everytime miss you...
i will see ur pic...
hmmm~


today at camp...
miss u also...
hmmm~
lol~


everyday love you...

I

L
O
V
E

Y
O
U
~

time~

i know ady lar...
just nid a time....
give he time...


em...
ok....
thanks~

bless you~

See he now stay happy...

i not must happy for he ma??

why i so pain??

ppl can go out together...

but me?

alone get alone~

why wan let me alone?

i hate this feel..

why wan like tat?

friend friend friend...

say still friend d is u...

but can u see how now?

we don't even like friend....

i hope tat we like before~

happy together~

go out together~

yamcha together~

play together~

why wan change it?

i dunwan...

god...

help me...

i wish we can play together...

i hope can join them together...

i dunwan alone...

no friend d feel....

i don't wan... : (

why lar why : (

somebody help me ma??

still friend??♥

Many couple after break also said still friend...
but almost just a anonymous friend...
they won't contact each other~


I not hope tat really like tat~
cause we must treasure who beside us~
we must treasure friend~


couple is because they got luck together~
they got luck to know each other~
if just because a break...
make they can't contact~
make they can't talk again~
make they just a anonymous friend~
haixx~
not good for each other also~
and tat means we lost a person who got luck to know each other~


Because of the luck...
a person know a person...
so we must treasure it..
don't be so strange to each other...
tat not a true way...


i hope tat i and he will become like as before...
but i know it hard...
but i hope so~
may god bless us ♥
thanks=)


we must treassure our friend~
hope the world friendship forever^^
may god bless you~♥

don't think so much♥

Yesterday keng gai with my gor...
erm....
i think so many this few day...
keng gai with my gor...
feel better ady....


nth much to think...
just the way are...
maybe time will make a ppl change...
maybe time will give he think many...
time pass by....
maybe he will get better...


now he dunwan friend with me...
i nvm....
i can wait he...
everything be easy...
everything be waitng ..
everything be wishing...
everythinig be love...
i hope the time will help us=)
pray it....><


erm....
feel better...
feeling good...
maybe i will so miss so miss he...
wish to see he...
wish to find he...
but i must tahan...
even realy beh ta han...
the fact is i can't do anything...


ok...
thanks...

✘✘I HATE MYSELF✘✘

I hate myself!!!!!!
i wish to disappear!!!!!


why many bad thing wan happen on me??
why???
before is my gor like tat...
now my turn...
arhhhhgggg!!!!
i hate!!!!


i this few day thing so many...
really many....
i think something tat about the world...
what kind of this world??
such a joke??
a game??
what!!!??


i think it properly ady....
i do what my feel...
follow my feel...
feel it correct jiu do....
feel it wan do jiu do!!!
ok??
i ady not wish to alive anymore....


i wan true word...
i wan ppl don't lie me anymore!!
but ppl i can't control....
i really so hate ppl lie me T_T....
can somebody really treat me??
why my friend around me some like got thing dun tell me??
even i believe d ppl...
i really hate this feel....
make me no meaning for this world...


if u give ppl lie u will happy meh??
if u live without true...
got meaning meh??
think it!!
dun do this to me....
i hate lie....✘✘


i hope lie no happen to me anymore...
stop it ok??


now...
i just live with myself...
do what i wan...
i have a dream...
my dream is can get a good live...
can together with my lover...
can do "nu qiang ren"...
can get a true friend...
can get better relationship with my family 1 day by 1 day...
can get a good result...
at least all pass...
really really hope so...


hope somebody really help me...
now..
i just can pray...
i pray god help me...
i beg god help me and ch...
i beg god got 1 day let me and he do like as friend...
i hate us now...
friend also not...
not i wan....
just he....


why break must no friend do ma??
if his decision is dunwan keep contact with me...
i nth can do...


now...
i can do d just secret love he...
secret wait he...
secret protect he...
i wish i can more understand he....
but...
who help me??


i can't wish it so much...
i do what i can do...
i try my best to show my love...
hope it work...


k la...
wan do  homework and have my dinner...
have a delicious dinner a...
bye><