good??ture heart??

what the meaning of good and true heart??
while i small..
i learn something...
tat is do ppl must got a good heart and true heart...
this is what i learn from the life...


itis good really can get something like good?
i watch tat moive "宫心计"...
it say...
good got 3 good...
that is say good thing , do good thing and stay good heart...
i believe this thing...
but sometime it really true??
or just the meaning for us to face our life?
i dunknow...
but i done it...


everytime...
i do good thing...stay good heart...
but...before now...
tat before...
i done...but....
something bad happen...
tat bad ppl get good thing...
what i get??
give ppl say...
i dun care...
i can fine....no care for them...
i just trust the life and my heart and god...
it really sad tat time...


then....
now....
until now...
i see it....
bad ppl got bad d thing de...
even u get good thing tat time...
at last...got "报应"...
it ok...
before d thing i can forget it and forgive it...
nvm....


but...
how about true heart??
today many period no teacher...
i think about it...
i think many...


now....
i wish to cry...
i dunknow why....
my heart so pain so suffer....
who can help me??
my gor??
but i scare ady...
he will say me "always like tat..."
it make me more hurt...
its ok....
no nid care me....
nth...i will be fine....


i think...
itis true heart can get a true heart??
itis true heart can get a long love??
itis true heart will get a good man...
i don't know....
can't get result...
cause everytime i put true heart...
the result also bad...
give ppl play??give ppl hurt??
i dunknow why....
why......haixx~


today...
a boy sms me...
name lenny...
he form 5...
today so ngam...
ask about my love...
and i say abit only...


he told me...
i tell u before...
don't so easy believe boy...
why me so stupid...
and i tell he...
no....
i feel it this time not same...
i feel it he good....
because i know he d he is good d...
not tat bad....
its worth....


and...
he told me...
dun be fool....
this world no boy talk true heart to u...
then i ask he...
then u also?
he say his heart ady die...><....
hmmm~~
i dunknow...
who can tell me??


i love d NCH...
is tat i wan to believe d ppl....
is tat good d ppl...
no ppl tell me about he very well...
even my gor...
always help d ppl is he...
not me....
i what also dunknow....
always be the fool...
anyone can tell me why??
how can i know about true d he??


and again..
today at class....
a TB chat with me....
she ask me very well...
why me...
she can see me something wrong...
why unhappy...
and...
the period no teacher...
and we chat...
i tell she lar...
something like tat just tell...
but not tell very well la...


she say she also same with me...
but the girl now chase back she...
she better then me...
the girl still will chase back....
haixx...


i ask she...
i wait he...
i really so scare....
so scare...
scare until me wan to cry...
so pain so suffer...


she say...
the boy dui me so jue i also can't do what...
i can do d is at the back wish he...
at the back love he...
what also can't do...
this wan see he...
he dunwan choi me me also no use d a...
what can do wor...


and she said...
this wan see u....
if u feel it the boy is worth u to wait...
then u wait....
at least he worth...
jiu suan at last d answer is 0....
at least i got wait....
if he find another....
then i will wish he...
see he happy enuf....


then i say...
if at the last is 0...
i ma will so hurt??
she say ofcause will hurt...
cause u really so love he...
and u wait....
but...if he happy u not happy meh...
i say ya....i will wish he...
always wish he...
then she say then ok la...
tat enuf...


i trust the sky...
em.....ok.....
i wait....
he is the boy i wan...
but i dunknow why...
i cry now....
i dunwan be fool....
somebody help me...
somebody know me??
T_T


sorry....
very sorry.....
i can't stop my tears....
i cry now...
cause really so pain...
sorry...


my friend told me...
wait he must be happy d wait...
can't no smile d ma...
must cheer up...


haixx....
sorry...i lose....


but i can do now is waiting....
single also good a...
and i wan d ppl just he...
no other...
i yuan yi wait...
i always praying....
hope god help me....
hmmm....


tat thing i can do i ady do...
what respond he to me....
just wait...


wish u all the best...=)