leave or stay?

hmmmmmmmm~~
i dunknow what i'm thinking...
why my friend trying ask me to give up on ch....
i dunknow le...
haixxx...


recently also decide something ady...
haizz......
i so suffer...
can u help me??
haixxx~


i try my best to do it at all...
but...
why my friend keep say me no chance?
say he also break with u means he no love u la...
ask me find another :(
why she wan say like tat...


u know i not other girl...
i'm the girl who so zuan yi><...
haizz~
i'm not play girl...


i.........
thinking it hardly and hardly...
someone share carry with me??
alone really so suffer....
he never know how much i love he...
he never know i'm waiting for he...
he never love me...


until now...
i need wake up ady...
maybe he really not will love me ba...
u know i will so sad :(
haixxx~


if i wait he...
at last if i get d just a "tong qing"...
not love...
tat time i will more hurt....
if he love me...
he will come tell me or what d itis??
i really dunknow dunknow dunknow!!!
who can keng with me??
i not dare to keng this with ppl...:(


i should learn how to wish he...
love he not must get he..
i will wish he silently in my heart...
i can do just this...
there is no chance for me to get he...
he not even wan to contact with me...
maybe he aready forget me...
u know this a hurt....
i now not dare to wish what...
just wish tat u always happy...
wish u can "xing fu"...


i dunknow why i say this...
anyway...
i thinking....
and i will do 1 thing at some day...
i will not say...
no...
i dunknow what i talking la...
ignore me...


now i should have a brain rest...
today sunddenly awake at 5.00a.m = =
kacau><...
can't sleep back ady><...
why le???
miss he again....
haizzzz...............................