painful~

Yesterday know something wor...
when i hear it...
my tear straight fall ah><...
pain pain pain...


i call my cousin and chat with her...
my heart so pain ah....
my cousin ask me dunwan cry because of he ady...
not worth...
><....


but i don't think so he are that bad wor....
but he really lie me wor....
not just he...
even my gor :(


i now can see the world is how le...
full of blindness...
full of lies....
still got what thing is true de le??
haixxx...
can't try thnik it somemore...


i will remember all this bad thing...
unluck thing happen to me...
why must me???
itis i so bad???
why all bad thing must come to me...
why is me....
can i choose??


i don't wanna to feel like this somemore...
hahaha~
finally i know i'm a toy to everyone...
even at friend there...
at love here...
i'm just a toy for fun...
u wan can take go and play...
dunwan dun like ady then jiu can throw me away...
hahaha~
i feel it so kecewa ah!!!!
why must me a.....><


nvm la...
if the fate is like this...
i can't do anything...
i just hope the god will treat me good abit...
don't hurt me somemore k??


if you all like to play me...
lie me...
what also la...
if u all like...
just go do it!!
i don't mind ady...
biasa ady...
i hate this!!!

最好的我

我不在乎什麼天長地久
我只在乎你想不想要擁有
一顆真心和溫暖的手
在身後 陪你微笑 或淚流


我不在乎你下次回來待多久
我只在乎這心動前所未有
我不會走 Coz I Love You So
想給你最好的我 就算只是朋友


還想和你做朋友
想念 your big brown eyes
可愛的 lips I wanna kiss
I miss 想一直牽著你的手
但我還年輕 心不定 又能 怎麼辦


Boy 有什麼話開不了口
No worries 我只是用腦想過頭
擁有了又想自由 自由後又想擁有
等待著 空逛著 有話別保留


他們說颳風的時候
你總選擇要一個人顫抖
Guess You'll Never Know
Coz I'll Never Show
為了誰你不自由


我不在乎什麼天長地久
我只在乎你想不想要擁有
一顆真心和溫暖的手
在身後 陪你微笑 或淚流


我不在乎你下次回來待多久
我只在乎這心動前所未有
我不會走 Coz I Love You So
想給你 最好的我 就算只是朋友


信不過別人把你追走
也信不過自己暫時把你擁有
你低頭喝著酒 別只顧喝著酒
做朋友 是保護你 最壞也是最好的藉口


我明白要你愛是荒謬的要求
我明白有些默契我必須要遵守
只是你眼眸 走漏了一種
BABY BABY 想愛不能愛的哀愁


Hey 好久不見 仲記得你鍾意聽
不如不見 記得以前和你分享我的擔心
煩惱還有我的驕傲
但現在我們之間卻變得越來越有禮貌


When we broke up
你的朋友一定拍手說好
現在你身邊的他們大概都不喜歡我
但是我還是我 我還一樣能活
The reason why 我決定離開
There is Only One Reason
Why Coz I know you deserve better and more
沒了我 大家信不過的那個星座
你一定要好好生活 別想太多
為什麼我寫了這首歌 只想用心對你說
I love you and I still do I love you now
But It is just in a different way if I may
Hey for sure I know you used to love me more (appreciated)
But now as a friend
我知道當我離開世界的那一天
你一定會 流淚 在我的照片 前面
and I'll do the same
not coz I was your man
coz you have always been like my family to me
這不是秘密
但係你身邊又會有幾多人知
流過的淚 說過的話 仍在我心中
雖然已經失去你
以後如果在街上碰到你和你心愛的那個誰
唔好避 我會微笑 帶禮貌 地欣然面對
i wish your luck, wish you health, wish you love
with a smile and a hug
i wish your luck, wish you health, wish you love
with a smile and his hug


我不在乎你下次回來待多久
我只在乎這心動前所未有
but i have to go Coz I Love You So (I love you so)
想給你 最好的我 就算只是朋友


我不在乎什麼天長地久
我只在乎你想不想要擁有
一顆真心和溫暖的手
在身後 陪你微笑 或淚流


我不在乎你下次回來待多久
我只在乎這心動前所未有
我不會走 Coz I Love You So
想給你 最好的我 就算只是朋友


nice to meet you, I'm very happy that I've met you in my life
謝謝你
in here, i wish you luck and health
hope to see u again
good bye

start from tat day...

Start from yesterday...
don't know why i become no mood do anything ady...
haixxx...
sot sot ady le...><


my phone...
no touch guo after yesterday finish sms with my gor...
until now...
my phone no ring guo...
hahaha...
got la...
2 msg la...
but not much important la...


hmmmm...
i so boring...
i now hope got a ppl sms me...
pei me...
but...
dun have leh...
hahaha~


i so lonely now...
i hope to sms my gor...
but....
i feel it don't do that...
cause...
he no sms me me no sms he lo...
everytime also i sms he meh...
i like so fan....
hahaha....


fine la...
just like that...
lonely girl...
lonely people...
:)


全世界都在恋爱~
you're only lonely...
那你说我该怎么办~
you're only lonely...
hahaha~

sour>

Today went to SJK(C) Sentul...
cause do thing...


hmmm....
i saw he many time and near distance...
i so so so so so so sour...
why lar why><...
how could this feel will be...
haizz...


i remember today...
saw he damn long...
aww><...
pain pain..
and now...
my tear is falling...
i tell myself wont cry ady de...
but it still uncontrol out...
damn it><...


arh~~~
god help me~
><....
issshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~

my dreams...♥

Yesterday I dream dao he ooo....
hmmm...
why will dream he de><...
hmmm....


the dream is a sweet dream...
i know its not true...
when i wake up...
i thinking tat dream...
hmmm....
if will happen then jiu good lo...
thank god le><...
hmmm....


inside the dream....
he sms me...
then dunknow how la...
then we meet...
then we together...
then we hug...
he bring me go gai gai...
he hold me...
he kiss me....
he sayang me...


hmmmm......
but i know tat not will happen...
why wan give me hope in my dream wor...
not will happen jiu dunwan give me hope la...
i will so sad de....
my heart are pain...


thanks for the dream...
at least let me feel warm and sweet at the dream...
dream only ma...:)
no need so serious...
anyway....
thanksssssssss god........♥
I will keep this dream in my mind....
thankssssss♥♥♥

heart break~

I heart break ady leh...
hahaha~
happy or not??
><...
:'(


i fall in sick in this 3 day...
hmmm...
so suffer when sick...
hate~~!


hmmm...
if the story is end like this...
if the answer is no answer...
then...
let it be lo...
what can i do wor~~
what also can't do de ma....
hmmmm....
haixxx~~


heart break liao lo....
+ today hear dao my friend told me d thing...
heart break at salt at my heart break there again...
wan me how...
dunwan think ady...
ishhhh~~~


exam today...
till tuesday...
hope my result not bad ya=)
happy go lucky~

tear drop...

Just now...

my tear drop...

haixxx....

yesterday...

i 12a.m sms wish ch birthday...

but no reply...

nvm...

then...

just now...

at facebook...

i wish he...

and...

he reply thanks for ur greeting><...

but he is send to everyone also same la...

but....

dunknow why my tear drop when saw the comment....

i feel happy...

and sad....

hahaha><....

heart so pain now....

haixxx....

stupid felisya...

♥

No thinking~

no thinking is the best way....

i don't wan to think ady...

it will make me crazy #$%^&##$@*

better to be nothing as nothing...

i don wanna to make it complicated...

easy is the happiness♥♥

I should be think easy as easy :)

gambateh felisya~

everything will be fine...

dun think hard as hard>

hehehe~

erm..

just now challenge with my Sejarah...

5 hour my god....

1 chapter also not chet finish leh~

my god @#$%#@%*

help~~~~~~~

study so long...

i since what also no remember har...

=.='''...

my god....

i wan to kill myself...

tat time remember so fast forget...

shit!!

nvm...

i wan rest now...

let my brain have fun now...

if not really wan bang wall ady ==...

hahaha...

tonight have a dinner with my mom and brother :)

have a nice dinner ya♥

wish♥

Tonight have a wedding...
mom bring us go><...
hmmm....
gonna to be boring...><...
haixx...


but someone tonight will be a good good night la ><....
hahahaha~
wish he and they have a good night♥
enjoy ur night^^


erm....
the mood don't know how say...
erm....
sien la...
haixxxx...
exam is coming....
still go dinner...
what the....


nvm la...
not wan go to Pk with my sejarah=='''....
hope i will have a good challenge...
xDDDD...
i wan win you SEJARAH!!!!


ok la...
bye...=]

can pls dun speak like this~

I really very hate something...

why everytime you must speak like this??

i can't accepted~

u know ur 1 word can hurt me deeply...

u seen my best friend...

but why i feel it other ppl good then you??

can u don't be that cruel~

u know tat are hurting~

I love you sometime...

actually what is the true type of person you are...

I feel it i can't believe so much on you also...

i damn scare i get hurt again...

nvm la...

if you really that arrogant...

i nth can say...

because that is the true of you...

i dun wanna make it become confuse...

just be like tat la~

enough~

i not will tell you tat u are hurting me...

because i know i say ady also no use...

still the same u will hurt me...

hmmmm....

fine fine fine...

She say tat word...

this birthday will be a very unhappy birthday...

the stories is unhappy...

not will got jie guo...

what what what....

i know i early dunwan tell you lo...

i regret i tell...

nvm la...

i tell she...

i know...

nvm...

and this birthday i not will appear...

then she say if is me me won't do this stupid thing lo...

she say she won't go buy something tat she cannot use but give other...

lol...

She know my feeling rite...

she know i just wan to do the last thing for he...

she also does't support...

still say this will be a unhappy birthday...

i make this suprice the main thing is wan make he happy...

why she wan to say something like this...

damn hurt....

If really is like that...

nvm la....

u wan how also can....

that is for you...

for me not then enough~

i realise tat other friend...

even a normal friend...

they also say good...

support me...

ga yao that thing...

say if is last thing jiu go do la...

good luck...

but u are a best friend itis??

I damn sad....

nvm la...

at secondary school hard to find a true best friend de la...

that full of lies~

dunwan ady...

still have many many she say also that thing of her arrogant and hurt word...

nvm....

at least i know that she no change by before...

still same...

she really a arrogant and feel herself the prefect de ppl...

nvm la...

dunid care==

not important...

dun tell too much of secret then jiu ok la...

but i damn stupid de...

heart easy give ppl tam...

haixx...

hmmm..

disappointed~

Just now saw something...

it make me feel so sad...

so disappointed...

hard feeling...

hurt....

gorr....

u make me feel sad ady....

dunwan u liao T.T...

haixxxx....

原来~

as a matter of fact...

i what also not...

this world gonna to be more no meaning for me 1 day by 1 day...

it enough~

i can't think what...

is the fact...

this world is relastic...

i dun mind...

at last...

i realise that i what also not...

i not impotant to anyone...

i just a forgotten...

haixxxx....

no feeling now...:(

how this world will be?

I don't know how this world will be...
i just hope that nothing is regret to do when this world dead...
maybe I think till so far la...
hmmm...
just worry the sudden of any accident...
you know...
many thing is came so suddenly...
even 1 second...
what thing also can happen...


Recently that close friend around me...
i feel them not the true...
how say not the true...
ermm....
just feel la...
nvm la...
its ok...
nth important...


And now...
my gor have the problem in his love...
hmmm...
is nice to hear he found it his lover...
but is bad for hear that he damn down on this case...
don't know why hear he love that girl damn deep...
i feel so weird...
maybe i feel it he and she just kenal a few day gua><...
nvm...=)
hope he will cheer up fast...=)


He now just like me before...
haha...
i know the feel...
it pain...
it hurt...
it feel the world gonna to me gone...
lol...>
ga yao a><....


recently damn tired...
don't know why...
maybe exam is coming soon...
lol...
gan jeong><..
hope the exam is not hard...
hope i can get good result ba...
trying my best...
but its hard to remember....><
help~~~~~~~~~~~~~


erm...
recently cry when miss he...
lol...
don't know why le...
i ady no cry so long...
recently fat shan geng....><...
i just wan to say...
i miss he a lot...
he no on9 de...
don't why...
maybe go thailand ady??
><....


NCH...
take care...
i miss you...><...

how long the time will be~

The time is pass 1 minute to 1 minute~

how long the time will be??

hmmm...

Recently dunknow why...

the mood feel so sien...

bad mood...

haizz....

nth much to say la...

exam is around the corner...

but always no mood...

how do i wan study><....

=(

lol....

pek chek....

hope tat time mood faster gone...

damn it...

and...

i miss he again....

lol...

i everday also miss he la = =...

wu liao~~

hmmmm....

revision...

tired...

wan to have a rest now...

yesterday go out with friend so tired><..

and just now wake up early to tuition...

erm....

now i wait the day coming=)

hope he happy~