painful~

Yesterday know something wor...
when i hear it...
my tear straight fall ah><...
pain pain pain...


i call my cousin and chat with her...
my heart so pain ah....
my cousin ask me dunwan cry because of he ady...
not worth...
><....


but i don't think so he are that bad wor....
but he really lie me wor....
not just he...
even my gor :(


i now can see the world is how le...
full of blindness...
full of lies....
still got what thing is true de le??
haixxx...
can't try thnik it somemore...


i will remember all this bad thing...
unluck thing happen to me...
why must me???
itis i so bad???
why all bad thing must come to me...
why is me....
can i choose??


i don't wanna to feel like this somemore...
hahaha~
finally i know i'm a toy to everyone...
even at friend there...
at love here...
i'm just a toy for fun...
u wan can take go and play...
dunwan dun like ady then jiu can throw me away...
hahaha~
i feel it so kecewa ah!!!!
why must me a.....><


nvm la...
if the fate is like this...
i can't do anything...
i just hope the god will treat me good abit...
don't hurt me somemore k??


if you all like to play me...
lie me...
what also la...
if u all like...
just go do it!!
i don't mind ady...
biasa ady...
i hate this!!!